World full of Hypocrites

Hypocrites. why are there so many in this world? u never know the person u talkin to or worst the person u are close wit will backstabbed u few times after knowing u so well.

well thats part and parcel of life.

First Day of School

I've always have this problem of anxiousness which resulted in not sleeping for the whole night.usually this happens when something exciting is going to happen the next day. For example first day of school!!!

feeling weird. though its not January but the feeling of school starting marks the end of my hiding in my black hood. its time to reveal who i really am. well a new semester is up ahead and just hope that i will do much better than last time. regretted never maintain my 4. sad.

nevertheless with new contacts and surrounding im sure it would be conducive enough for me to excel and show my real potential this year. just hope everything will be going fine especially my ITP. don igve me a crap company or end up wit being a salesman.

thats all for now

til then...........

Long time no see!!!!

Dear diary,

Its ben so long since i blogged. hmms... big changes in my life.

1. Drop SPSU. Why? feel that its not the right place for me. a small place with lots of misunderstanding. Its just not the place for me to give my best. Felt that all the effort are wasted. Nevertheless i never regretted all the experience gained and contacts i've earn. Some people may think im dumb to reject the GL offer but look at the mirror again. Is this what SPSU is abt actually? Reflect and you will realise that this is only an excuse to make you stay loyal. PROPAGANDA. Though no dictator but cliques are there to monopolize the whole organization. Well its not my prob now. Take note all yr 1s do really consider. Stay loyal or scram. trust me. In such organisation to get along u must go along.

2. Stop working after 1 1/2 month. HAHA sounded short rite? but i feel that its very fruitful as i've applied all my knowledge i've learn from SPSU and student council to my work place. 7-11. Well seems like its working. Though the effect is not that great but it sure leave a deep impression on the supervisor on me. feel glad i did my best. i learn to handle conflict. just ONEman dominates the entire place. Not the boss but a pro 'wayang' man. still the amount of work given doesn't equates to the pay given. nevertheless i still tried to finish as much as i can though there's frequent hiccups. made good frens and learn from each other. not to forget free FOOD!!! gaining weight now.shit. many say im getting fatter.....

3. relationship. been in a deep shit recently. i don wn to intepret. just wan to say its a sad ending. worst of all i've been cheated for 1 yr!!!! unbelievable? believe it!

well that's all for now. Gonna update often...

hopefully.


Till then....

Long time No See...

In life there is ups and downs....

After so long in poly i just realise that friends are temporary.........

Well......................

Alright, terms break over. And a new chapter started in my diary. Well first week over. And PROJECT START TO FLOOD IN!!!!!! Miraculously i thought Monday blues would remain a fact. It turn out that our first CRS lesson, CANCELLED!!! sian. First introduction of new module end up as a Medical leave lesson. Nevertheless end up in SPSU sittting there dunno what to do.

The next day is more exciting. Its the day where we get all our year long module results. Well expected did badly for PEEE and soar for DE and math. But its still not enough!!! Its never enough.
However, im quite glad i score quite well in DE. But a reduce in PEEE.

Then end up a week gone very fast without anything interesting other than meetings.........


till then........

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